screwed

Ohhh guys. I don't know what to do, my plans seem to be falling apart, I can't seem to listen to God, I don't know if I'm suppose to keep on trying to do what I'm doing or if I'm going the wrong way altogether, and I'm having a hard time believing that everything's going to be OK when it doesn't seem to matter whether I pray or not because things just go however the hell they're going to go anyway.

I'm a little screwed up.