I came so close to giving my two weeks notice today, you have no idea.
I still have to pray about it some more, but I kinda feel like I'm not suppose to - I need to keep on holding out until August. It sucks around here sometimes, sucks living with a crazy person, in a constant state of any moment could put knots in my stomach. I stood and thought today 'I can't believe this is my life, that I'm living this way.' My mom's concerned because it's basically like an abusive situation (not physically) and she doesn't want it to have long-term effects on me. She counseled me to leave today, and I usually take her advice because she's usually right. But...I felt like I was suppose to come; last October when I almost left I felt like I was suppose to stay; and now I have to keep believing God will keep me safely and complete the work He has started here, until I feel released to go. Which I think, I hope with all my heart, is August. Come, August. I have to tell myself "it won't always be this way".

Just wanted to ... I don't know, tell you guys.

Another day another ulcer, right?! :-)